Everyone has moments that change their life forever and I truly believe today at around 4:05 pm I had one of those moments. I was driving to an escort appt I was suppose to be having and as Im driving I enter an intersection going to go through the yellow light and a pickup truck in the opposite direction decides that that yellow light is his signal to turn left in a hurry. A long deep breathe and I find myself steering my car going 35 mph around this truck, curving like a bullet from that Angelina Jolie movie "wanted". Anways I didn't make it to that appt cause it was a prank one. I sat there in my rental car thinking thats not what I want to die as. A 25 year old prostitute who loses her life on the way to a prank appt. I decided no way was that going to be me, I mean geez what would my head stone say. First Name Last Name
"Died not as she wanted to be or living the way she wanted!"
I mean I have nothing against escorting and ppl that spend their who lives doing it, it is just not what is meant to be my life. I should be doing it as a means to push my life in better stronger directions, taking the money I make from it and investing into the future that is me, and taking the free time it allows me to have to better my situation, build and work towards a better and more satisfying life.
Anyways I bought some books and wrote down a plan. I am excited again!
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