Today I made attempts to cut myself, I was cutting on my leg right above my knee, but it didnt go like usual I was having a hard time making bigger slices on my skin that would satisfy me. Luckily my boyfriend came in and stopped me from doing more damage.
This weekend has been a hard one I have been feeling hopeless and like a complete failure. I fought with my live in boyfriend everyday many times of day, cried a bunch also. Im sure it was all a trigeer to end my 6 months of not cutting. I hate triggers and I hate myself and my mind. After cutting I felt numb, oh to be a borderline and in a relationship is crazy, why do I even try?
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