It's hard

One of the biggest problems a person with bpd has is consistency, and for me it's a huge problem.

I have a very hard time continually doing something or keeping a routine. So this there may be long days in between posts but hopefully I get better at keeping up with this.

It's 2:21 can't sleep and I can't stop thinking about nothingness. My brain is always running

*bouncing

*jumping

*racing

The thoughts are random and annoying, they are useless